:'(

I know we dont know each other to much dear but, if it helps. Im truely sorry... and if he truly cared about you, he would have made things work.
If it helps, I recently broke up with a boy hardly a few weeks ago, and I was almost sure he was the love of my life because we dated for a year and a half, and did everything together, but he was far from it. He showed that I wasnt as important to him as I wished I was. I think you are going to be alright, but believe me... it takes a long time to simply get over the fact hes not going to be your anymore. I know your going to hurt... but know, that once you grieve, it might help to get a hair cut? orrr maybe dyed? buy or do something for yourself, perhaps hang out with another person you truely trust. Occupy yourself with school, thats how ive been surviving :/
I promise, you are a beautiful person, and I wish so much that I knew you better because from the very small amounts of times Ive talked to you, they were hilarious and so much fun<3
It will take a while, but I can promise that your to learn from that relationship and move on.
I know you dont know me well butt... well if you ever want to talk about it, feel free to note me or something- i could even give you my cell number~
Again forgive me for intruding on your personal life XD I know you only know me from 5th period.